Distortion

Posted by ClearSkies on September 25, 2006, at 16:27:38

I hate what I see when I look in the mirror
I'm not focused enough to accomplish the simplest of tasks
I am fed up with what's going on with my body
I want to sleep, and feel rested
I want to read, and be enlightened
I want to walk around, and be cool and comfortable
I want to be able to lose weight as I'm becoming barrel-shaped
When people say I'm pretty
When people say I'm smart
I think that they can't see the real me
They can't see the ugliness that I do
It doesn't feel any better to have someone say these nice things because I really don't believe them, all I have to do is look in a mirror and there's my confirmation right in front of me
My yoga teacher tells me that I'm God's perfect child
I think that is a cruel trick for God to play on me

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