Posted by Garnet71 on February 2, 2009, at 15:17:15
In reply to Re: Diagnose me (please) - recommendations? » Garnet71, posted by JadeKelly on February 2, 2009, at 13:59:38
Thank you, Jade, I can sure use the hugs. I regret writing that. Most message boards have a feature where you can delete or edit a message. In fact, I have never been on one that didn't allow that feature. Unfortunately, I am a very uninhibited and impulsive person. I do such things quite often, and it hurts my self-esteem. And for some reason, that trait of mine attracts very narcisstic people, men I mean. It's a long story. I don't know why being like that is provocative to highly-narcisstic men.
I am determined to get well; in doing so, I decided to make an exception and write the story. I thought I could deal with it by not going back and re-reading it. But since you pointed out the implication of needing to cover it up...I am having second thoughts.
Oh well. I'm tired.
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