Posted by annamaynot on November 2, 2004, at 8:55:32
In reply to Re: Help inform professionals about online groups, posted by Poet on November 1, 2004, at 18:21:29
I am a stranger in a strange world. I don't know why I am here - and I mean that in every sense of the words. My world consists of an invisible me travelling around trying to fix things, make them right, hold up the roof. I can say things and be ignored or just keep quiet and be ignored. I truly believe that except for the possibility of running out of underwear, no one would notice if I was gone. I have thought of suicide, but the mess stops me. Instead I just plug on through every day, trying to make as little impact on the world as possible. I am new to this psycho-babble thing. Haven't quite figured out how it works but feel more real and substantial here than in the physical world. I am not sure that I exist unless someone is reading words that I write. I am an excellent typer. I do not like to leave my home. One of my sons, who is always angry at me, tells me that no one would listen to a person who hasn't been out of the house since 1947. He picked that date out of a hat, figuring that it was a long time ago. Foolish boy. I was born in 1943 and know more of the world than he does.
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