Posted by jay2112 on December 30, 2020, at 20:30:26
In reply to Re: Lamdage + Rj.. et al Dissociation, posted by Lamdage22 on December 30, 2020, at 1:57:40
> That is helpful as well. Just believing in SOMETHING- (other than drugs).
>
> > but I cling to hope..and I believe in love...and that is faith enough for me. Vive la différence!!
>
>I apologize...reading that over I sounded very critical. Yes, one of my main problems is developing relationships. I am 51, and I really have no friends...no romantic relationships...I am trying so, so hard to have these things. But, I feel quite useless. The only things I have are my music, and books. I may have precious little..but it's still precious. Women don't seem to care much about these things...especially for a guy like me on disability benefits. They want $$$$, LOTS of 'success', etc, etc. Otherwise..I am just a bottom-feeder. :(
I was brought up to believe..
Belief that's failed me now
As Life goes from bad to worse
No philosophy consoles me
In a clockwork universe..........
~Neil Peart (1952-2020)
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