Posted by jay2112 on December 21, 2020, at 22:02:06
Hey guys..
Do you have problems with dissociation? I have been searching high and low for problems with this. I feel like I am lost in a world, and on some type of anesthetic. But, this seems particular to my Effexor..I am down to 75mg, and likely to quit. The only other ad drug I have responded to is Prozac. A high dose (80-100mg) can soothe me into a nice sleep. Plus, I use amphetamine (Vyvanse) which, can often put me to a nice sleep. I like sleep that I soothe into...but makes me feel good. As the song goes..I like the drugs that make me feel, and am tempted to try MMDA..Molly/Exstacy...which is of the amphetamine class...and makes you feel VERY empathetic...like..just love..outpouring of love! I was raised like that..and I miss my parents so bad, I want to deeply love again.
I have a drug "abuse" (whatever the F*** that means..lol) history. Opiates...pills...codeine, percs, oxy...but this path leads right to the needle..the big "H". Ugghh. I am scared crapless!!! Should I go back to my high-dose Prozac? I can take testosterone for the sexual side effects. But, I need a bit of a nor-adrenaline/norepinephrine boost. Nortriptyline sorta worked, but WIRED me all crazy! The only other meds I need are my clonazepam, Lyrica, and Latuda. EEkkkkk...what should I do..lol..
PS. Plus, I tried Suboxone and Methadone (a powerful NMDA antagonist) which just made me feel more dissociation..bad. Lower doses seemed ok, but they always want to crank up my dose!! Should I just tell them, "..please leave me on a lower dose..I feel better"?
Thanks,
Jay
I was brought up to believe..
Belief that's failed me now
As Life goes from bad to worse
No philosophy consoles me
In a clockwork universe..........
~Neil Peart (1952-2020)
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