Posted by gabbie on September 28, 2006, at 13:33:34
In reply to Re: Anyone had success on Effexor XR?, posted by chickey on September 28, 2006, at 12:56:02
It really is hard. Of course therapy worked because she listened and made me feel like I wasn't insane, but friends/family/lovers don't understand unless they go through it or have been there... which nobody I know has. My boyfriend and my mom are getting sick of me constantly complaining about it... they want me to just "snap" out of it, but I always try to explain that it's hard because you can say you will, but inside your head it's like a big giant tidalwave of problems and negativity and sadness and bad times. I can be a mean person (because I have an attitude at times) and I can be sweet, shy, outgoing, friendly, lazy.. blah blah and so on, but instead of knowing who I am and being content, it's like my head is telling me different and I feel like I don't know who I am.. and maybe if the effexor works... I'll stop worrying about who I am and all that and just be myself without problems.
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