Posted by Harlock on July 9, 2004, at 14:11:18
In reply to Re: Need help! » Harlock, posted by Corafree on July 9, 2004, at 13:32:13
Well, it makes sense to me. Haven't you ever felt good in your life? Well, there's a way to get there again. If you can do it once, you can do it again.
Also, It's pretty hard to believe that absolutely no one cares for you.
When I say my brain is winning, then I'm letting whatever reactions/chemical processes that make me unhappy BE the norm for me. I know that I have some form of chemical imbalance/whatever that makes me *abnormally* unhappy. If I were to believe that the way I feel when I'm depressed is reality, I probably would have dissapeared a long time ago.
I continue to fight. I'm going to try every single drug on the market now, and every future drug until I'm feeling better, or any other type of treatment for that matter. Drugs aren't always the answer, they just have worked better than any other method for me.
I'd say don't give up! Emotions are temporary beasts. If the majority of them are depressing, then there are ways to change that. Just because you feel horrible and hopeless now, doesn't mean you will always feel that way.
I became suicidal in high school. I thought life would never get better. I was damn well convinced of it, and no one could tell me any different. I was wrong. I fought the negative emotions and I'm still fighting them. I won't let them destroy me, and you shouldn't either.
> My brain win - that does make sense. But, I don't have anyone. I have alerted them and they do not respond. I have been on every SSRI that exists. I have chronic pain. Tks for your insight very much!
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