Posted by mystic on March 1, 2004, at 19:43:10
In reply to Mystic, please post today., posted by mrs c on March 1, 2004, at 7:58:23
Thank you Mrs C...It was so great to hear from someone...I'm just struggling by...I made it to work today and it was tough but made it through..I just feel so discouraged and these thoughts just consume me..I think of one day at a time...But my anxiety is always putting me ahead...My daughters baby shower is on the 28th of March and i'm counting the days wondering worrying whether or not I'll be well by then...Right now I'm just not sure I will ever be well again...I keep thinking that this isnt what everyone else feels and that I'm always going to feel like this...I feel sooo helpless...The postings do help a lot it is just hard to believe that everyone feels like I do..I'm only 41 and have had to deal with this since I was 23...Have had some great years without anxiety/depression but now it is back full force..I hate to waste time on something that just might not work....I'm just getting over my cycle and was hoping that would bring me some relief as I didnt have a problem with PMS just during...I can't begin to tell you how special that you are to care and reading your posting really helped..So you are an angel and there are others also in this room that I heard from K and Mark ...thank you...I promise that if or when I ever get better I will help others in the room also...I'm just not sure how much more I can take....God Bless you all..Thank you everyone...Mystic
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