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Posted by spriggy on September 11, 2005, at 22:00:32
I had never heard of sar but was reading some things about what happened to her that got me curious.
So for the past three days, I've been reading through her old posts..
Wow.. This is so hard to describe, especially to those of you that knew her/loved her/counted her as a friend, but it's so strange to feel like you are getting to know someone who has been dead for many years.
I almost feel as if I'm reading through her personal journal. Then as I read things she wrote about suicide, it was especially hard to read-- knowing the final outcome. I almost felt *guilty* because I knew the "end" of the story.
I had to stop reading because it has honestly left me with such a horrible hopeless feeling. Ya know??
You start thinking, " well if she never could get better, what makes me think I will be?"It's so hard to describe. It's just put me in a very sad place the past few days. A hopeless place..
And maybe becuase my grandmother committed suicide, it gave me a "look" into what horror she might have been living up until she made her decision to end her life as well.
It's just very sad. So tragic.I apologize if this hurts anyone that knew her. That's not my intent. I just find her so intelligent, and although she was depressed she was so "bright."
Thanks for listening.
Posted by Bobby on September 11, 2005, at 22:15:29
In reply to Is this too raw?? About Sar..., posted by spriggy on September 11, 2005, at 22:00:32
I read her posts every so often---it takes a long time. It was the world's loss. She could be my twin(except for the exit part. She make me want to smoke a joint and drive through the valley. She was facinating and I loved who she was. Every April i am reminded of her.
Posted by rjlockhart98 on September 11, 2005, at 22:43:29
In reply to Re: Is this too raw?? About Sar... » spriggy, posted by Bobby on September 11, 2005, at 22:15:29
please forgive me of my ignorgance, but it seems that something bad happened...... what?
Who is Sar?
Posted by lynn970 on September 12, 2005, at 17:15:55
In reply to Is this too raw?? About Sar..., posted by spriggy on September 11, 2005, at 22:00:32
Spriggy, I am so sad for your loss. I didn't know Sar. I have to continually tell myself to think on good things. What so ever is pure, lovely, and a good report, think on those things.
Listen, just because your grandmother died that way, it doesnt mean you have to.
Posted by Deneb on September 17, 2005, at 23:15:55
In reply to Re: Is this too raw?? About Sar..., posted by lynn970 on September 12, 2005, at 17:15:55
I'm going to read sar's post every now and then so she won't be forgotten.
I never interacted with sar, I wish I had.
How come people don't talk more about Sar?
Deneb
Posted by alexandra_k on September 18, 2005, at 4:42:22
In reply to Re: Sar, keeping the memory of her alive, posted by Deneb on September 17, 2005, at 23:15:55
> How come people don't talk more about Sar?Maybe because there are plenty of people in the present too and focusing on it results in feeling sad.
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