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Posted by snapper on August 11, 2006, at 3:38:36
....please...can someone tell me why any or all of us were cursed with this dis-ease or illness. It serves no purpose. I Tend to self loathe more when I imbibe but I am sorry, I must get it out. Depresssion and anxiety serves very lttle purpose but to F88K up our lives and weaken our spirits as human beings. I am thankful for this site to once in a while spread my dis-content. My apathy is bad enough that if I were to lose this post, I would likely not try to repost.. It is simply to MUCH trouble!! I do not do this to opress or depress others . Society has no clue what this crap does to "us" . I am sad and there is virtually nothing I can do about it!. I am afraid to confont things, people and situations that used to be no big deal to me. I have become a different person in just the last 5 to 6 years.I have beeen cursed for 16 plus years ( I keep the pain and continue pretending) That is after 45-50 meds and ECT and counseling. I do NOT want pity. I am stuck on my own apathy indifference and hoplessness. My self esteem used to be ..........pretty strong" invincible if you will. What good is this life if it does not value something positive or strong or even productive.What good is it if even the things that used to move me are no good.? Why has "God" allowed this? I am just "babbling of course" I hope this chatter does not get re-directed ... I am lonely, like I am sure many of you are in your search for freedom from this beast are. I can not believe what this illness has done to my personality and my general outlook on "life" or lack of it ............. I crave the touch of love and human contact.... I do not expect anyone to respond with a miraculous post or responce. The medicines are a farce. Sorry I am extremely jaded. I want my brain back. I just don't know what else to say or do. Thanks for listening. and Reading. BTW if I do not respond to anyone it is because my cognition is bad enough to not care if it is bad or not and I do not know how to paste and copy. I feel l ike a piece of SH8T most always. I need a lot of hugs. :(...at times ( most of the time, I feel as if my posts, or responces are not even good enough for you guys to even care.) I am a Loving and caring individual I just need some of the same! Self esteem is a mirage.
snapper
Posted by wildcardII on August 11, 2006, at 13:13:39
In reply to please!!!---little long!, posted by snapper on August 11, 2006, at 3:38:36
although i don't know the answers to the questions you ask, i do understand many things you said. just know you are not alone here and i'm thinking of you. here are some *hugs*~if i knew you in person i'd give you bunches of real big ones. you hang in there.{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{snapper}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Posted by Phillipa on August 11, 2006, at 22:36:37
In reply to Re: please!!!---little long! » snapper, posted by wildcardII on August 11, 2006, at 13:13:39
Snapper cyber hugs to you. And a big bear hug!!!!! ((((((((((Snapper))))))))Love Phillipa
Posted by snapper on August 12, 2006, at 4:39:02
In reply to Re: please!!!---little long! » snapper, posted by wildcardII on August 11, 2006, at 13:13:39
thanks you guys (gals?) I am just frustrated with life ...there seems to be no end but the intolerable...the "un-thinkable" and sleep!!!---Hugs back to you too!
Snapper
Posted by llrrrpp on August 12, 2006, at 17:30:00
In reply to Re: please!!!---little long!, posted by snapper on August 12, 2006, at 4:39:02
Hi Snapper,
I'm sorry that you're feeling so crappy. Apathy and sleeping and the mental moldiness that is quaintly called "cognitive difficulties" or whatever. It's rotten, all of it. You're definitely NOT alone. Depression is all too common. I think that the more I talk about my depression with people I'm close to, the more I discover how common this illness is. It's terrible. really really awful. It sounds like you're feeling pretty down right now. I don't know if I can cheer you up at all, but I will send you a big bear hug, (((((((snapper)))))))) and I will think of you next time I enjoy the lovely symptom of "cognitive difficulty" ugh. now where did I put my keys? I have to go somewhere, I think in about 27 minutes.Try to get out every once in a while. I have found that playing with little babies and toddlers is a good way to get hugs and human contact. Also having a pet is good for getting some contact and comfort too.
more hugs... (((((((((((((((((((((((snapper)))))))))))))))))))))))
-ll
(gal)
p.s. no need to reply if you're not up to it
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