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Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 6, 2023, at 21:20:31
its been a while since i've posted, things are better, for about 3-4 months i went through hell with disturbed thoughts. I never understand why this started happened, as some disorder. But I've prayed for hours in seclusion, i got prayed for by pastors and people i know, but there was no such help. I was disturbed with these voices, and these intruding thoughts that were torment. And i want to drive to state hospital, and admitting into. But i didn't do that, they could not make the thoughts go away, probaly just put me on lorazepam and haloperidol, to block out. I'm on lithium, i went from 1200mg for about couple weeks, then had another disturbance, went to my doctor and was put back on zyprexa 20mg, It does help with some things, but the only relief i got was from praying intensely for hours, weeks. It's faith, and resorting to god, asking him to redeem you from sin. But anyways, currently medications : prozac, lamictal, lithium, and zyprexa, im on high doses, expet for prozac. So, i've been really depressed, and can't have enough energy to post ob babble. I don't know want to explain much more, it's burdening. All i can, thought disturbances have gone down, i'm less dreaded about them happening. It was just by, faith, and devote time to god, for deliverance. My doctor is starting me on Vraylar to replace zyprexa, It's a partial agonist to dopamine receptors, but it's antagonize if dopamine levels go past certain point. I asked about rexulti, but i read rexulti is equally an partial agonist to certain serotonin sites, and some dopamine. Vraylar is much more selective to dopamine. My dopamine levels have disappeared over the pasat months. Hoefully anything will get me out of this dark depression. I just wanted to post, thank you for reading, at least i can send message out to the net about what's going on. End of log
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 6, 2023, at 21:39:58
In reply to improved, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 6, 2023, at 21:20:31
i'm less dreaded about sitting somewhere or being out in public, and start a episode, you know people go to god, and are superficial about it, this was only resort i could do, was weeks of prayer, like hours daily. If god was not here, i would be in psych hospital, i prayed so hard telling him i'll give him my life, and do his will, and ask he would end this torment. Jesus said have simple prayer, yes simple prayer is good, but there are times when hours of prayer needed. Zyprexa is doing ok, but i've been in depressive phase, i just hope my doctor will get my on vraylar, for this depressive phase. It's expensive, very, but it's med that treats depression, and bipolar symptoms. Lithium has just...it doesn't do much for depression, it usually has to be around 900-1200 to start having antidepressant, 300 did not do anything. When there's no people around to help, Jesús is there, and Jesus said do good, and save people before its too late. Inspire people, to help others like jesus did. Don't know what else to write but faith in god is real and he is faithful. End of log
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 0:53:22
In reply to Re: improved, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 6, 2023, at 21:39:58
ok this is way too out there, tongue clengue all of my writings later see how bizaare they are. I'm doing better, over look what i wrote above, and know hopefully one day a freedom from suffering
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 0:59:01
In reply to Re: improved, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 6, 2023, at 21:39:58
ok please do not read this bizaare junk, tongue clenched my tongue after reading all of this, and it was painful. I'm better right now, that's all.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 4:36:51
In reply to Re: improved, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 0:59:01
status update: logged.
Posted by SLS on April 12, 2023, at 19:03:27
In reply to improved, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 6, 2023, at 21:20:31
Hi, RJ
> its been a while since i've posted, things are better
That's good. What do you think happened to make you feel better?
- Scott
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