Posted by Maynerd on November 29, 2005, at 2:16:19
In reply to Re: Am I done for??, posted by alexandra_k on November 28, 2005, at 19:43:57
Thanks, I think my best bet is to drag the trial out as long as possible to avoid the 'letter' of the law which does say conviction, not charged. I don't know what else to do, after I graduate I don't care about their rules. I just don't want to disappoint my grandmother one more time, I couldn't handle that after all the support she has given me to get my life on track. IT amazes me that my roomate can spend all his financial aid money of gallons of alcohol yet doesn't have to worry about losing his aid, I think the system is seriously flawed in this respect. My inner thouights are totally chaos right now because of this. I keep having to battle the desire to just give up, quit taking my meds, and go back to my old self destructive ways. At least the meds have kept the suicidal thoughts manageable, they don't stop my feeling like a total failure in life though.
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