Posted by Deneb on August 10, 2005, at 23:23:13 [reposted on August 12, 2005, at 8:45:26 | original URL]
In reply to Must do well in school, posted by Deneb on August 10, 2005, at 22:46:48
Eeeek! Aaaaah! I HAVE to do well!
I'll just die if I don't!
I have to have to do well...no more chances. I will seriously screw things up if I mess up again.
I think I have to quit my job when classes start. I don't think my uncle will like this....how am I going to tell him? I don't think I can handle full time studies and a job at the same time. I cannot handle a lot of stress...I go insane.
My uncle just doesn't understand about school. My parents don't understand it either...they have never gone to university.
I need a mentor...I don't have anyone to look up to. I don't know what to do...I'm heading out into uncharted territories. I don't know how to get a job in my field etc. I just don't know what to do.
I wish my parents could help me out. I wish they spoke and understood English better and had relevant life experience to share.
I'm so alone. I don't want to end up working in a restaurant for the rest of my life just because that is what my family is familiar with.
My parents have never been much help to me in school. I had to learn English all by myself...no one read to me as a child. My Mom was only able to teach me basic arithmetic...I quickly outgrew her help.
I never had an older sister to help me...I'm all alone. The world is scary and ruthless and I'm all alone...no one can help me.
Deneb
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