Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 20, 2022, at 16:55:52
In reply to Re: bittersweet memories, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 19, 2022, at 21:43:17
She passed away this morning in her pink blanket which was her favorite blanket and bed. I took it hard but been trying suppress emotions coming out after death. I saw her body last time she seemed as she was sleeping when I found her, sleeping to place of eternal youth and beauty. as she was sleeping the calmest beautiful sleep. She was curled up in her favorite pink blanket. She's going to be cremated, I had to post and transmission out. I never thought she would go this fast 2 months ago she was active and healthy. It's like a car accident, it happens quick and in shock. I know it's an animal but was really almost a person. I had to write this on net. God sometimes doesn't awnser prayers as we expect him too, there have been many many people devestated when their spouse or family member was dying,and prayer and faith did not work. Like said before I don't want to hold grudges against god, because yes I know his ways are not man's ways. And sometimes I think death is pre-destination, that it was suppose to happen, no matter how much prayer has been done. I hope things will get better, but the deep melancholy and remorse that we could of saved her if we only got proper medical treatment. I'm ending this, but thank you for reading at least someone knows. Thank you. End of log
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-Shannon L Alder
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