Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 8, 2021, at 12:13:11
i've been working on onlien projects, and coming somwwhat along, but the reason i post this, i'm not perfecting self, but...people have wanted to meet me, and i'm scared or reluctant to do meet with someone. I've done some projects online, people have followed me, i have many followers, im not perfecting image, but it's true. The thing im reluctant, i met with people who wanted to meet me, it's a one hit time. People get excited to meet me, but then they get distant after about couple months. I think what someone post's online, and their online idenity is diffrent from seeing the real person. And really, sometimes, i'm reluctant when someone wants to meet me. It's kinda like avoiding the same thing happening over again. I've been alone, i talk to my girlfriend all the time, but i don't hang around people.
I do research, read books, post here, manage social media websites but thats about it. I think people can get a first time infatuation with someone they like, then it leaves as quickly as it came. One time infatuation. I've resorted using the net, for communication, no therapist, no close friend, i havve my girlfriend, and thats it. But, i think it's like people are expecting a higher image, then they get disappointed. That is what happened with me, and it left a bad memory. So, i basically want to keep discreet and just keep working online, i'm reluctant to go to social situations. It's that expectation they have of you, then when they meet you ... it's good for the moment, but it's like all that excitement left. Releuctant for that happen again. So....maybe writing more insight here, and life advice, share or inspire for people to be better. The net is my only communication out, so i better be presetable. Anyways, that's it, end of log
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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