Posted by alexandra_k on August 23, 2019, at 4:10:49
In reply to Re: ever not forgiven someone, posted by alexandra_k on August 23, 2019, at 3:58:56
and of course i do see that it might appear to be that my posts are me externalising and projecting everything out and not incorporating what it is that others have expressed and what it is that others have to say...
only i know that i have in fact responded to people appropriate on these boards over the years and i have in fact taken much time and energy and effort to read and think about and properly respond and answer other people's posts.
i don't know if i will ever forgive new zealand. for all these years of not listening to me in the things i need...
i suppose i just need to focus on strengths. the things i do have. not do the regression on admission kind of a thing. yeah. i'll be okay. i have some time to study now. to learn concepts. the kind of study that Pathoma says you do... To think... To reconceptualise...
And I suppose I am / will be looking for part time work. Which is perfectly reasonable and so on. It's just that I was getting fed up with the bogus data collection jobs, before, and with the whole 'beggars can't be choosers' and 'take what you are given' mentality.
Cohhcarnage playing Oxygen Not Included... Super Researcher gets allocated to cleaning toilets. He's like 'yep, that's why you go to college for 5+ years'...
I am embarrassed and ashamed of this country...
But the way things are, here. The fact that the people are hierarchical and all that.
I think frictional unemployment is something like 1 1/2 years in these parts.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't suppose I'll ever forgive here, really.
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