Posted by alexandra_k on September 14, 2018, at 20:47:56
In reply to Re: Partlycloudy, posted by alexandra_k on September 14, 2018, at 20:39:53
there's a wisdom in you, pc.
i have often thought a taser to the frontal lobes would be a solution to everything.
if i was as... i don't know what... maybe that would fix me and i'd fit right on in.
alchohol has a similar effect? numbing.
it feels like alchohol breaks the loop... but... sometimes it doesn't. sometimes it gets one... ruminating.
i worry that yoru treatment might be doing that to / for you. because we don't know what it does. evertying that effects the brain works via electro/magnetism, at the end of the day, and chemical stuffs are magnetic (the ions and atoms and molecules have valence)...
i realise i am left stuck in my head, now, after doing that work in that amount of time.
i can't remember the last time i had a... conversation with someone that wasn't about buying groceries or buying a swimming ticket or paying for gas.
i haven't been enjoying people.
i haven't seemed to have met people who enjoy the things in me that i enjoy / value in myself, so...
it's time to go, yeah.
I might look into how I can apply for refugee status in various Countries... Only... then I'd start out `targeted' as a refugee... they don't consider them for med, here, either. for their own good. of course. of course it is dear, you just keep on believing it.
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