Posted by alexandra_k on December 31, 2013, at 22:59:12
In reply to Re: :(, posted by Angela2 on December 31, 2013, at 22:11:25
i felt kind of like i was going round in circles a bit with my last t, too. but it was still hard when i wasn't regularly seeing him anymore. missed the support at times, yeah. still do, sometimes.
i'm glad that you have a couple appointments coming up. i don't know about you, but for me... they can feel like a bit of a lifeline sometimes. i have an appointment coming up for next week (though i need to try and organize a reschedule) and knowing it is there means a lot for me. i need to try and not get my hopes up about it, though... ugh.
> If you ask me what I'd LIKE to dowell, it seems to change a lot. I feel pressure to know the answer to this. and to have a career in it right away. because I'm 30.which just makes me unhappier, and feel more stressed, therefore not being able to figure it out.
hmm...
i discovered this blog a couple years back... when... maybe when my passion for philosophy started to flag (when I realized i needed to write something that would suck).
it is hard. on the one hand... it seems important just to pick something and run with it (and doesn't matter so much what it is). but that can be so hard because of opportunity cost. on the other hand... it does seem important to pick something one would enjoy. i... don't know what to say. it is hard.
have you thought about doing an oe? getting away from it all or something like that? i don't know what means you have / what sorts of opportunities may be available... can you do a vocational degree... like law or computer science or something where there really are jobs out the other end... then go on student exchanges or something... or... well... i've been looking into this volunteering in vanuatu, thing... i honestly don't know...
i hate that feeling of not quite knowing what to do with myself.
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