Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 23, 2013, at 21:36:24
so i just got done looking at my brother's new offices, i've had it with trying to compare myself with people, i am at low point. What i plan for myself from this point on, is for success purposes....i left my brother, in 2008 and it has caused me much regret, and if he is reading this ever at this time, rick, i must tell you if you read this, that i will be back, and i will pay back through my idleness in your time....i don't want to know the critism because i know it will bad, but i tell you that i will come back into your life and see my newphews, and you...and the rest of my family....i miss you truly...
So, let me get this straight, i am going to start planning my success and if anyone wants to join me, in success planning. I have been dormant for years....and its the end of it....i am sick of being left behind, and i write these words they will happen.
from this point on:
1)will continue in work, both school and employment
2)will eventually reconsile with my brother, and if it doesnt work, then move on from then.
3)start studying about my degree....
4)i will start reading high intelligence books, and i will improve my intelligence
5)will wipe away every tear from my eye, that has fallen over years and start new, and disprove all the critizm i have had from others
6)i will rid all my past sadness....
7)i will help others here on babble to achieve their dream, or what they desire. Dream not reality yet to start a talk therapy
8)will reconnect with my family in full....
9)will help others here....here are links to other websites to help you who ever reades this....
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20130501/msgs/1043642.html_________________________________________
but the time i have had worry of my failure at sucecess.....this is the time to move on, whatever i do from this point on it has to be productive, i wasted the years of 2009-now.....it will change...
i write this with low energy, but with good purpose....and will slowly venture out to help people with their problems....i have enjoyed every year i have been here since 2003...10 years, and its time to leave the failure behind....the sorrow i have, the pain the torments me knowing no one cares, which is the truth, there's no denying that.....its time to start new......and help others in my sorrow.....i will start new
thanks you for reading.....
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1056918
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20131211/msgs/1056918.html