Posted by alexandra_k on December 22, 2013, at 18:27:51
In reply to Re: i don't like the internet anymore » alexandra_k, posted by vbs on December 22, 2013, at 16:35:23
thanks people.
i'm alright.
i won't let the salient few get to me. i have more properly realized that MOST of my facebook friends aren't particularly active on facebook... I do see the use in inviting people en masse etc etc.
i drank a few too many beers (seemed like a good idea at the time). i think i need to ease up on that. mostly because... it gets me feeling down, rather.
i went to the gym this morning and feeling much better about everything.
i will see about a smart phone. it has been on my one day list for a while now... i'll see... university has apps for various things... guess i worry i'm missing out on things... getting old ahaha. out of date. like those old people who won't use the ATM and want to do everything via the teller.
jan 3... when things reopen. that's my deadline for getting my supervisor this next chunk of work.
i... don't know what to say... i don't know that it is realistic to think that i'll be ready to submit come March. i... am afraid. my being a student there is very central for my identity. i can't face the thought of being booted / leaving the program. i want to do a summer school course in calculus. there is one... i think i'll need it... have looked at past years exams for chemistry and physics... the physics is meant to be an easy pass for people who have done it before but it won't be for me. chemistry looks like a foreign language. all the work i've done in it already only takes me through the first few questions (as in i see how to answer them - not even i actually can answer them without looking things up right now and even then i'm not entirely sure i got the answers right). anatomy and physiology is... synthetic / figure it out questions. wow.
macro-economics clashed. surprisingly there is a pharmacy course on the open schedule that it looks like i can take. maybe because it has a 2,000 word essay requirement which makes it not an easy pass for some science people. drugs and society. seems to have overlap with the open lectures i was listening to last year... how people find new molecules etc etc etc.
gym is only closed on the actual stat days... so... gym and writing... i'll ease off the beer...
i'm going to be okay.
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