Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 13, 2013, at 23:42:36
In reply to Re: 4 years in inactivity » rjlockhart37, posted by Phil on December 13, 2013, at 20:44:18
i am on nuvigil, and large amounts of prozac and lamictal.....im not really mad about what happened, but i have to say what they did was not ethical...
i showed up at the doctors office, i sat down and told the doctor i was having difficulty with my situation needed to work with the medications....he sat there, looked down, and wrote me a script for Abilify and said i've talked with your mother and therapist and we decided to send you to rehab, it was littely like a small conspiracy...
they wher talking behind my back and telling them to send me to a psych ward and be ripped off everything, the xanax, the dexedrine, and i did, i went into the psych ward substance abuse doctor....what im telling you phil is what they did was WRONG...i was doing fine, they made a plan to throw me and lock me up.... not just being "ripped off" dexedrine, its what they conspired to lock me up...I moved back home, and i got into fights with my parents, psychical, and started having the paranoia that people where harrassing me in the city i live in, i drove places and cars tailgated me...same cars, same people, and that was a horrid time...2009-2010....
alter ego's started to surface because i couldnt take the pain....i litterly split, i was being abused, at home, and when i left the house, it was terrible, thats why my brain split into diffrent sections which made parts of my personality split....
see people tell me all the time, rj you have a problem, and everything i say, it's counterfited, i did go to NA meetings for 2 years, and people don't get that i have already been through all the NA meetings, i started doing meth with people there....thats why i stopped....
enough of this, no one knows my pain, and not alone understand
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 400mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
poster:rjlockhart37
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