Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 17, 2012, at 11:45:45
In reply to Re: tests results say im below average, posted by Christ_empowered on January 17, 2012, at 3:28:58
Yes, I do take alot of medications well 4 of them but I seriously don't know if they even have any effect on my cognitive skills at all. I already have been diagnosed with a disablity through the testing I took which said I have schizophrenia. This is through DARS which IS a Vocational rehab service. I hate those tests because they have no perception of giving a diagnosis only through awnsering 360 mental questions.
I do need to to get out of my head its just like everywhere I go the depression or more like "doomed" feeling follows me even when I go up and feel good. It comes back.
And I don't want to make something of this that's it not, I don't want to confuse readers or try to get attention from them like I did various times in the past which I read those posts today and can't even understand what I was writing. but yes, i do need to volenteer I just havent made the effort to do it.
Anyways. When I post stuff like this, its like I need help but then after I read it again I just discard it because I feel like I'm just hopeless even with all the advice in the world that is given to me. You have to get your head out of the dooms day scenario and actually look to better things than how depressed you are. It's a very difficult task but It can be done....
Matt
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