Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on October 9, 2011, at 1:23:19
Ok, this is pretty much whats has been going on. I have to tell my doctor that the antidepressants are not working and I need to get an MAOI.
I have been looking at apartments but I have no money and I really feel helpless because I just stay and feel safe and not do anything. I never go out and face my demons that tug at me. I wished I was smarter than I am. I just want everything to turn out with no footwork. Now, I am going to DARS soon to get envolved with them so I can get a job to support myself. I just see nothing coming. I feel so terribly depressed with no hope. I know that God told that you have to have faith in his works thought Jesus Christ. But I have been not praying at all because I see nothing that is going to happen. Sure my faith got me somwhere in the past but I just lost intrest in my own faith. I am on low expectation mode. My expectations failed me thats why I stopped having expectations in myself.
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