Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 16, 2010, at 19:58:42
In reply to Re: some friends and family » rjlockhart04-08, posted by floatingbridge on January 16, 2010, at 3:28:47
I was just in the commerical intro class, I wasnt "big" envolved in agency's, it was just a class that I thought at the time was going to go somewhere and I made a big mistake by taking a break.
You know sometimes I just want it to be 2001, my brother used to call me and talk about things that where just what a brother talked to his a brother about. I think defiently things changed and their was descions made...they moved on, and now have a wonderful family.
The thing is, I just avoid it because I don't want to bring any "weight" into the family, like problems, drama, I usally keep that private. I just want the old youthful brother I had, now he's a buisness man, lawyer...
The medication is vital, to get back on because I know I abused it in the past, stimulants stimulate something that is not active in brain and they improve alot of things that lead to a normal life.
I just have to wait, and it's like being in this prison in my room because I just feel safe and secure here, and this is what you call a comfort zone, while the world functions...i'm standing still.
Gotta get back into gear...
thanks
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