Posted by inanimate peanut on December 19, 2009, at 23:38:54
Any thread I post on dies. It's like I'm at a party and any room I walk into, everyone else walks out of. If you don't believe me, seriously go look at the med boards and see how many last posts are mine. It's not because I'm getting into the conversation late most of the time. Sometimes I'll post and then people will just ignore my post and keep posting, so it's more like I walk into a room at the party and everyone else just goes to the corner to talk. I'm just trying to participate and be helpful where I can, but I'm obviously doing something wrong. Have I offended everyone? Have I broken some unspoken rule? I know I'm not as smart about everything as everyone over on the med boards, which is why I was originally just asking questions, but then I thought that was selfish, and, since I have tried over 20 drugs, I thought I would weigh in on the ones I had experience with. It's bad enough to feel like a loser IRL without feeling like one in a support community. If I have done/am doing something wrong, will someone please just tell me so I can fix it.
I apologize for venting about this. I know this is the depression talking, and I've already tried to tell myself all the little "it's nothing about you, it's..." justififcation statements, but this is seriously getting ridiculous.
poster:inanimate peanut
thread:929968
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20091125/msgs/929968.html