Posted by Cass on April 22, 2009, at 18:16:30
I just feel so alone and unsupported right now. And I have friends. I just need my husband back. We loved each other so much. I'm so sad. There are no words. I'm doing everything I can to deal with the grief, lots of therapy and grief support, but I need more. I need him. I find I am starting to isolate. I'm not reaching out and calling people like before, and they are not calling me so much. I don't know what to do. I'm just venting. I don't need suggestions; I just need support and encouragement. I can't envision the rest of my life. After he passed away, it was like I regressed back to the way I felt when I growing up. It was a very dark, bleak environment, emotionally speaking. He was love and light and happiness. I miss him. Right now I feel so hopeless. I'm really having a hard time.
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