Posted by Fivefires on September 1, 2008, at 0:00:19
In reply to Re: Can't Take Care of Self; So Tired, EB? » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on August 31, 2008, at 18:50:03
Tks for that research Phillipa.
A happening tonight. Sig-other of which we spoke prior playing games w/ me and I think it is the 'cheating' game. So upset I am beating on poor keyboard!
Now its down to me and me, or me and you guys. He's all I had for a ride, or w/ my agoraphobia to get out and do what needs to be done. He's dis'd me for his mother. She is more ill? I dunno. This is pretty bad what's happening to me. I try talk to her but she always says she has to go do something; the way someone does when don't want to talk to you, ya know?
Oh you guys, how is a person whose anxiety goes over the edge when someone in their life leaves, going to build myself up again. Dammit. I think this is cheating. I really do. He's good at this sort of thing. All cover for him. So clever. Because I've been sick and w/o drive.
I can't think. I forget WHAT THE FREAKIN' TOPIC WAS/IS/WILL BECOME!?
Oh :( There are a lot of them, huh?
I'm pretty royally scr*wed!
Asked mo for visit to her. Afraid read.
Hey you all - pls hang in here w/ me.
nite, 5f
5f
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