Posted by llurpsienoodle on April 17, 2008, at 11:10:44
In reply to Very Close To Ending This H*ll! **trigger**, posted by Fivefires on April 17, 2008, at 10:28:03
5F,
you sound so desperate and miserable. If you truly have intention and means to kill yourself, you must go to hospital. That is the safest option for you. They will feed you there, and help you with any medical issues you have. Also, they can help you get stabilized on a med regimen.My heart goes out for you. I want you to BE safe and to FEEL safe.
This weekend could be really difficult for you, and I wish you could do something for yourself. maybe steal some of the neighbor's flowers in the middle of the night to make a bouquet?
I think you have a lot more strength than you give yourself credit for. A lot of people might have gone back to their ex-sig-other, even knowing about the subst. abuse. stuff.
give yourself some credit.
Thinking of you,
-Ll
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