Posted by your#1fan on December 1, 2007, at 0:37:29
In reply to Re: depression » your#1fan, posted by Polarbear206 on November 30, 2007, at 22:43:51
Listen, thank you so much for the post you wrote. The only reason im not going to lithium is because, well let me give you a good desciption of me, just a blunt example. I like to laugh, but i lose stuff, like my keys, and people think its funny, its not to me because my life is so stressful because my "absent" mind causes problems. I definerltly would not apply for a job for the government, like CIA, i would not make it.
But im really fun, but i have taken things that tune your emotions out and they just dont work for me, they make me a zombie, and i dont feel im "with life" im in some drug world.
Enegy drinks.........i would chose an enregy over alcohol any day! it boosts your mood. I have an energy drink, well i just learned a lesson, do not drink Red Bull's with Duplin, it will make you off this earth (nerve wise) cant concentrate, act nuerotic, have headache's....
but right now im litterly cannot drink energy drinks because they react with duplin.
Oh, the duplin does give me a boost....but not a mood boost. It just increases the energy prozac gives you. By its self it does nothing.
Polarbear, what my main problem is, i have ADHD to the MAX! and when heavy problems like 6 page papers are due, i cant even know what to write, im out of it, im so freaking, i sit at the screen and do not know what to put down.... (for the paper) then i have this huge emotional moment (some disturbing emotional outbursts, and depression) that im a failure. Today, and a few weeks back, i have been in this "darkness" im going to fail, deep depression, i dont show it, but it is very disturbing, i cannot shut off the negitive thoughts im feeling.
I took a xanax today, listen, its good for some anxiety but not for thoughts. Seroquel i think will shut that stupid thinking up. But i still have to take xanax because of panic attacks, mixed with depression.
Alrighty, thats it. And sometimes i have trouble responding back because of alot of crap i have to do. and cant really sit down and write back, until night. So its not like im just tuning you out....hell no because if that happened i would stop getting responses.
Thank;)
yourfan
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