Posted by Ashlynn99 on October 29, 2007, at 12:17:45
In reply to Re: help » Ashlynn99, posted by Phil on October 24, 2007, at 19:47:02
So, I am trying to "tie the knot" at the end of my rope and it just isn't working. This morning I woke up fighting mad again, Angry. Angry at the world and I didn't want to get out of bed,. I wanted to completly blow everything off. (not the norm monday morning blues) I found myself wondering how I was going to make it through the day. With thoughts of the ex, with missing my family back home, with hating my a-hole of a boss, with missing my friends, with dealing with all sorts of craziness here I don't know how I am supposed to go on with another week like this, I feel like in a lot of ways if I just go home things would be a lot better but then what about my love? Do I just go back to the saying, If it comes back then you know. Because honestly I am ill right now. I am so anxiety ridden and angry that I just want to scream, or lock myself in a room. Any suggestions from anyone. I am looking for anything... Any comments or suggestions I will take, even if you think I don't want to hear them but need to .
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