Posted by scratchpad on March 20, 2007, at 13:16:06
Haven't done that for a long time. It wasn't over the prices, or my size. Not being on a mood stabilizer puts my emotions back where they used to live; plainly on my face. I cried because I couldn't find my receipt for an exchange - it ended up being in my pocket. Such an inconsequential thing :-(
I even got the poor saleswoman weeping. It was so embarrassing.I'm definitely running the gamut of emotions lately... and wondering if it's time to take another pill, or see if I modulate myself eventually. It's so nice to be rid of the side effects of Lamictal (chronic constipation, loss of sense of smell, and the general flatness the medication caused). It also felt "wrong" to take something that made me less of myself. I do feel emotions strongly, and Lamictal turned down my volume. I just don't know whether I should accept being a crybaby for now, or run back to the doctor.
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