Posted by madeline on February 5, 2007, at 18:49:32
Even when things are good, there seems to be always a whispering that everything is going to go to hell.
It just beats you down and never lets you trust anything, unless it is bad.
I'm so tired of fighting this, it is tempting to just let go.
I try to trust life - karma or whatever. I want to stay positive, but it is sometimes so hard.
There is a creeping blackness to depression even when it is in remission
I just want to free from it.
poster:madeline
thread:730123
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