Posted by alesta on January 31, 2007, at 7:41:19
In reply to Re: uhhh....)) lets try again..+ a gentle reminder » gardenergirl, posted by alesta on January 30, 2007, at 22:18:04
I just wanted to say how sorry I am now that I've calmed down. I'm living in a mental war zone right now, and the rage and devastating put-downs and humiliations and hurts are starting to crush my soul...i've been through this sort of thing throughout my life but for some reason right now i am reacting like this. maybe it's the level of magnitude. anyway, i am surprised at myself, too. i'm sorry. i don't know why i got so uncontrollably angry. i think i need to release it in a safe way and where it's ok to do so. maybe similate writing letters to abusers on the computer.
i just really think we are adults here...give us pbc's but the lecturing by deputies feels...i don't know. sometimes there is just a lot of emotion that a person is experiencing, and needs to be left to come to things on their own. what i'm saying is lecturing them on how they should *think* when they are *feeling* irrational possibly is not necessarily...i don't know...i know it's the babble way but it feels like you're being lectured as if a parent to a child. i don't know, maybe i'm wrong on this...just something to ponder, though...
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