Posted by Deneb on January 27, 2007, at 2:25:01
In reply to Re: I'm scared *trigger* » sunnydays, posted by Phillipa on January 26, 2007, at 21:40:51
I still have major problems to face. Nothing has been solved. I need to pull myself together.
I don't want to face my problems. I don't want to deal with life. I want to live in a fantasy-land. I don't want to deal with life. I don't want to think about my future. I'm having some sort of life crisis. I think I've been having it since I started university.
I want to avoid life so much that I wish I were a ghost. I don't want to disappear. I just want to escape.
I can't think about school or life right now, I get upset and I start getting desperate again.
I'm going to avoid things. Avoid life. Avoid life. I can't handle things right now so I'm just going to avoid.
Deneb*
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