Posted by ElaineM on October 4, 2006, at 22:23:41
In reply to Re: sending random emails to the past, posted by rainbutterfly on October 4, 2006, at 7:03:54
You know what, I think a bit of the hard part is that HE was the one who ended it -- abruptly, hurtful. I think I would've stayed with him forever if he let me. But it's true (like you speculated) that I don't think he would care about me now. Part of me thinks this whole thing is because my time with him was the last thing going on in my world before I imploded. He was a cause of alot of pain, but he is also responsible for some of the last goods times I can remember feeling -- before my life and body went to h*ll. I am trying to talk myself out of this idea by saying that it's more likely that I'll just collect for hurt from him.
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