Posted by alesta on April 28, 2006, at 13:03:38
In reply to Re: sir damos..... » alesta, posted by zeugma on April 27, 2006, at 17:14:59
> dear aimee,
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> not only do you have the sense to honor Sir Damos as he deserves to be (he is the most chivalrous figure I know)you must be psychic (I must say that Sir D. is correct in ALL he says too):hi z,:)
you are a sweetie..:) thanks for your input..that was nice!:-) yeah, sometimes i am psychic (you know me pretty well), but in this case, i know damos was really just referring to the song, when he was telling me not to change...i don't know why i was asking him how he knew that...i was having a mentally 'off' day...loaded up on the wrong kind of allergy meds right now, which makes me quite 'out of it' *and* irritable *and* depressed, 'cause i can't afford the kind of med that semi-works for me...i hope to get off this sh*t soon...my self-esteem suffers when i can't think right...i am so hard on myself...put a lot of pressure on myself to know things...i get one thing wrong and i deem myself an idiot, lol...:) i know there are others here like that..ok...sorry..i'm having a couple of off days...feeling a bit angry about things, which is *very* uncharacteristic of me. i've been told i'm very calm and peaceful normally. things are very confusing all of a sudden, and i hate that...i had to attend church the other day (owe on a loan and trying to get help with it), and, i hated every minute of it. and i am still recovering my previous world-view...
am so sorry to go on...am leaning more on ppl lately...something i usually don't do. i don't know if any of this post is "replyable". i just needed to be listened to...:) thank you...
yes, damos is chivalrous..perhaps *you* sense that i value that, lol. loyalty is the sincerest form of flattery. and you can quote me on that.:)
> since we are on the topic of songs, this is what I am hearing now:
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> To please is a curse, and worse
> At parties I'm bitter
> Get presented
> Am bitter - a civilian policeman
> Five smiles - I'm bitter
> Get presented
> With the pence, the reckless pence
> Go to aid Halifax copter
> To please is the curse and nurse
> To please is the curse at worst
i like the song...i really have stopped the whole people pleasing thing. and it is such a breath of fresh air...and ppl still like me...it's just awesome.> yes, unless you please YOURSELF- that is the way you will please others- because- you are- so- pleasing-
well..thanks...although i've have wondered sometimes in the past if you even liked the real me...i've noticed you have a penchant for opposites..while we are not the same, we are not exactly opposites either...or opposites on traits that usually denote a certain type of liking...i seem immune to such laws of magnetism though...odd. (at least, i think i am...maybe i'm not and i just don't realize it yet.)
> it is so nice to know that you will like me no matter what...>>
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> (((aimee)))
>
> -z
your post was quite touching to me. and i enjoy the chatting.aimee:)
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