Posted by special_k on March 25, 2006, at 4:59:34
In reply to Re: sorry » special_k, posted by muffled on March 24, 2006, at 20:50:30
Hey. Yeah... I'm a little wary of benzos... I think I like them a little too much... I used to get Temazapam in hospital. To help me sleep. And I liked that very much indeed. Used to be able to buy those... But I think it might be anxiety yeah. I'm not sure what to do... At the moment I have diazepam 5mg PRN. So I've just taken one of those. And I feel a lot calmer. I was looking at how it is meant to be long acting... I don't know about them... Would I be better to take a low dosage of something every day? Or just take a dosage PRN? I don't know. I guess I've got it PRN at the moment... But what does that mean? Especially when sometimes bad patches... Seem to be neverending?
> A short term T might be ok, if you know right from the get go that its gonna be that way.
Maybe. But then maybe I'll get attached and then when it is over... Maybe that will be hard for me anyways...
> I dunno if you do any drugs, but if so mebbe there could be withdrawl?
Need to stop drinking :-( Yup. I do. I think that isn't helping. I think that is messing with my mood. Also... Feeling burnt out. Over socialised. Freaking out rather. Need rest. I just want to hibernate for a while. People... Too much anxiety provoking. Need to be by myself. Feel like it is a waste though when before... I envisiged really making the most of the art gallery and stuff to do here. But in reality... I just hide in my room all weekend. I don't do anything. Haven't even been to the suburbs yet. Hardly know my way around CBD. :-(
I think people are okay really. It is all about my panic. My freaking out. I think they are okay really. But I freak out. Then need to hide myself away.
> Sometimes its so hard, and it seems so trite to say 'this will pass', but hell......it will......eventually.
Yeah. Thanks.
> If you could keep posting, maybe that would help you not feel so alone, cuz us babblers are with you all the way. I am anyways for sure.
((((muffled))))
thank you.
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