Posted by Dinah on February 28, 2006, at 20:41:06
In reply to Re: I am enraged, posted by Tanzanite on February 28, 2006, at 18:03:08
I can't actually remember too much about the nightmares. I think I try to forget them. I just know I think something like "Boy, I must be angry". Then come the urges to SI that have me tossing and turning.
There's a physical component to it too. I feel edgy and antsy. My foot is going a mile a minute. I feel hyperaroused. My skin feels like it's burning and my clothes are excessively abrasive. I've developed a nasty eye twitch that is fortunately unnoticeable except to me. I'd think it was the nasty sort of hypomania, except that my sleep hours aren't shortened.
The miracle (or the risperdal) of it is that I don't think my family knows anything about it. I'm not even yelling.
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