Posted by rjlockhart on December 20, 2005, at 23:35:39
I dont want to post much but i have really had past that feel that i need to feel in the void i never had.
Rejection hurts, emotional pain, distress, causes mental unstabless. I have went through horrible feeling that im not like other people, i look around and wished i was one of them. I start crying inside when i realize why?
Dealing with pain really hurts can turn into mental disorders, nuerosis, panic attacks, emotional outbursts, depression, complete collapse.
You have to leave this behind, must wipe away your tears, and must move on.
I have been through emotional breakdowns and found you have to just find the path to finding what you have to do.
I have done amphetamines to deal with rejection, they make you feel you dont care, your better. But when it wears off. Thats it.
I feel awful for not being an active poster. I just need to get my life together.
You take care.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:590892
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