Posted by Voce on November 22, 2005, at 1:00:33
are loving and kind, through and through.
My fiance is one of those men, he is just so wonderful to me, and kind and loving and gentle, but then I get scared and feel so vulnerable sometimes. Like maybe one day he'll get tired of weak, needy, vulnerable me.
I am able to be strong for him, for US, most of the time, but then sometimes the fear takes over.
I am afraid. I am afraid of being a woman, and how unsafe I really am. I am just so shaken at this moment in time. Do men know how scared women are, a lot of their lives? And how we are often scared of them? It is not safe to be a woman.
I wish I could wear armor, and not have anyone get through, and just be invisible, not feminine, not anything but steel. Just to be invisible.
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