Posted by Deneb on September 24, 2005, at 22:19:33
I was just in chat and have a great time, but I found myself obsessing about whether or not Dr. Bob wanted me to die again. :-(
OK, I think he probably doesn't want me to die...I still have proof. Yes, the proof is good. Oh god, I'm afraid of losing my mind. :-(
I think maybe the placebo effect has worn off, I dunno. I could actually feel this feeling of having the capacity of losing control and getting upset again. I didn't actually get upset, but I could feel that I could get upset. It just feels different, not normal.
Deneb
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