Posted by Angela2 on August 22, 2005, at 17:15:09
In reply to Re: Quitting my job soon. » Angela2, posted by alexandra_k on August 22, 2005, at 6:24:17
It's about the money, but it's also about the way I feel there. I'm just not sure that library science is the way I want to go in. I get really nervous at the front desk helping people and I've had paranoia attacks a few times. I am sick of it. I just want something with a little less interaction with people. At the same time, I feel like I'm making the wrong decision, because of what I've been taught (never give up, don't throw in the towel when things get hard, etc.). Like, what if I don't like it at a factory either? I'd have gone through the stress of switching jobs for no reason.
This is a community public library. Not an academic one. I would like to ask them for a raise, but what's the point if I'm just going to leave? But I dunno, I think this is something I just have to do. To understand life better. Maybe I won't like the factory job. But Atleast I'll know I don't like it. Maybe I'll decide I want to endure social interactions during my job. Aaah! I'm so depressed about this. Sorry. I just am in a rough spot right now:(
-Angela2
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