Posted by Deneb on July 8, 2005, at 20:47:08
I ran into an old acquaintance today. He ran into me on the bus the day I got blocked. I was a wreck then. I was crying uncontrollably on the bus. He followed me for a while and tried to talk to me. He only stopped pestering me when I told him to leave me alone and that I wasn't going to kill myself if that was what he was worried about. Anyways, today he asked about how I was doing and what happened that day. I don't know what to say...it sounds completely insane to say that I almost killed myself because I was blocked from posting on a website?!? 0_o So should I just say that I had a really bad day??? Or that maybe I'm insane???
Oh boy...what have I gotten myself into?
I'm such a loser.
I have no experience in my field of study...I'm doomed.I have no time for astronomy. I'm sad again. It sucks, I don't know why I ever thought I needed some more despair. I was happy then and didn't remember what despair really felt like. Oh well. Time for the gun fantasy once again.
I don't want to age anymore.
Deneb
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