Posted by pinkeye on June 13, 2005, at 16:13:56 [reposted on June 14, 2005, at 23:08:14 | original URL]
In reply to Re: for everyone (****possible trigger****) » pinkeye, posted by Tamar on June 13, 2005, at 15:37:20
Thanks. My husband keeps pressing me to have a baby soon. And all my relatives are also asking us to have one soon (indian custom).
So I have to have one soon anyway and I love kids. So that won't be a problem I guess. Lots of kids seem to get very attached to me also (friend's kids, neighbours etc). So hopefully I should do fine as a mom.
The thing is I seem to be doing perfectly well as long as the relaitonship is little distant and it doesn't interfere in my life, but once it becomes too close and interferes in my life, then I get mad and angry and feel like beign controlled.. wonder if everyone feels that way. I am fine with people as long as they are a little distant.
And I still haven't really figured out if I had csa or not :-). Sometimes I feel like it was big time abuse, sometimes I feel what the heck, it was nothing.
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