Posted by Deneb on June 9, 2005, at 13:38:23
I had another appt. with her today...what a total waste of time! Geez, she just blabs on and on and on...
I don't even think I have a BPD anymore...maybe not even social anxiety. I don't know what the heck was with me, but I'm not like that anymore.
She doesn't get me at all! She even insinuated that I was depressed because of sibling rivalry and because of my family's low socioeconomic class. She told me to go to church to socialize. I don't even believe in god, how honest would it be for an atheist to go to church just to socialize? Argh...I tried so hard to make the appt. end, but she just kept going on and on and on about how people on the internet are "bad" and about the difficulties of being an immigrant. I think her world is very different from mine. She ended up wasting an HOUR of my time again! Totally unproductive. I think I ended up being a bit of a b*tch because I was so annoyed with her. Anyways, no more appts. for me. I think I will be fine anyways...don't think there's anything really "wrong" with me.
Argh...gotta go train at the stupid fast food place again and NOT get paid. Oh wow, my uncle decided he's going to give me $8.00 instead of $7.50...argh, argh, argh...what a crappy job. I got paid more when I did the telephone interviewing thing and I thought THAT was a crappy job.
Anyways...I've really decided that there is simiply nothing wrong with me. I'm happy about this. :-) I'm cured of whatever it was that afflicted me.
Deneb
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