Posted by zeugma on April 27, 2005, at 19:40:02
In reply to yo zeugma--started a new thread, posted by alesta on April 24, 2005, at 20:07:08
hi amy,
thank you for starting this new thread :-)
i understand from reading a few of your other posts that you are relying on this board more than usual due to adverse circumstances. the main reason i myself have never gotten myself banned from these boards is precisely because i never know when i will need it. i am totally depleted right now due to work angst and anticipate this situation ending soon (and mercifully) with a period of unemployment. i don't feel up to work full time, no matter how much i desire it. it is annihilating me.
perversely (as my job situation is unraveling) my apartment is getting cleaner. i'm actually feeling ok except for the fact that work is disintegrating. i have lost any desire i might once have had for my job. i am in despair over how i am to earn a living, but otherwise- well, i am not a materially minded person, but i have to figure out how to survive. what comes naturally to others does not come naturally to me at all.
now, if one of us won the lottery tomorrow, i imagine that all would be well :-)
with great affection,
z
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