Posted by alesta on April 25, 2005, at 22:12:04
hi,
i am not doing well right now..the novelty of having the house to myself has worn off, and i am feeling totally overwhelmed by life and am not sure if i can handle it..for the first time ever i feel seriously emotionally imbalanced..normally i know i'm just reacting to all of life's cr$p, which was a normal response..but right now i'm wondering if that's what this is or if i am going crazy..my thoughts are muddled, i am paranoid that no one gives a damn about me, and i imagine ppl are being mean to me when they aren't..is this a form of depression, or what the hell is happening to me? i wonder if i should just live a life of solitude..i think a lot of ppl would be happier if i wasn't here..hope it's ok to be this honest. told ya i was losin it. all i ever try to do is be a good person. also, sometimes i wonder why i'm here besides trying to help people..i've met a lot of ppl here but how many have i *really* bonded with? ya know?needing comfort,
amy
poster:alesta
thread:489552
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