Posted by partlycloudy on April 18, 2005, at 12:03:01
Barely three months after my leave of absence I'm crying at my desk again. I can't put on that brave front for work, can't stop the tears that swell up my eyes and nose. Every appointment I have to leave for, I have to make up the time for. There's no break.
I just can't imagine that it's worth it to push myself to smile and xanaxify (like the new word?) myself through 8 hours a day. I know that there is a sofa with my name on it at home and a cat looking for my lap to curl up in. That's all I want right now.
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