Posted by mmcconathy on March 9, 2005, at 22:00:51 [reposted on March 10, 2005, at 23:07:35 | original URL]
Listen, i have listened to all of your advice, i plan to get help when i can, i am still prevented to get some medical help.
I am the most unstable person there is, i cant develop my self, i fake ego fronts, i crash, i want to get away so bad.
Why am i this way? why cant i just be stable, when i do come to peace, i have obligation im always no doing something rihgt, i never have it together.
I am your fellow american teenager, im so distressed about myself, i have so much problems, my parnets are unstable, my mom has rages, i cant take this stress, i have got to get it togeter.
I have ambition, i dont know where to go with it, i am really unstable now.
I am going to get help right when im 18, but you have to understand, my parents are not understable, they control. They have not implanted, a sense of self-drive, i am always going down. God, please put me together.
I've got to go my parents are screaming again.
poster:mmcconathy
thread:469490
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