Posted by Jai Narayan on February 22, 2005, at 20:37:23
My partner of 18 years is so concerned about a procedure he's going through that he has signed all the power of attorney's available...
I guess he thinks he's going to be ill and maybe die from a procedure he's going through.
I am freaked.
I love him and if he is right...
my life will change dramatically.
I'm not ready for a life change like this.can I move the river?
with my hands can I move a mountain?how will my life look without him?
I just die thinking about this.I am getting older and so is he.
we are approaching 60.every decade has it's perils.
I just can't face this life without him.
18 years together...
such good years.he is so much a part of my very fabric...
facing a 'letting go" is freaking me out.I need a reframe....
I have to love with open arms...
come what may...
how to get there is the problem.My life is so good...
as it is.
enough.
Ja*
poster:Jai Narayan
thread:462003
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